Tuesday, December 30, 2008
ohmygawh.
t-minus one day and counting.
i've one day left to sort out my priorities(?). i'm seriously feeling screwed. my parents are on my case on what degree am i gonna start and i don't know how to break it to them that i've changed my mind.
i used to be pretty certain about journalism but as i get closer to actually achieving the degree, i feel like i'm becoming more undone and finding more things about myself. i wanna study history. i want to study drama. and there's probably a page long of what i want to study but i can only pick ONE. or two maybe.
but the main thing is I WANT TO WRITE. is it so bad to follow my passion? why so much talk about following dreams when the dreams have to maintain a certain amount of prestige or money-earning potential? sighs.
and its like my body knows that my writing days are significantly shortened. i've been dreaming, thinking and breathing about WRITING. seriously. my laptop has a folder full of stories. and happily i've posted them online for reviews. btw, i cant post them here because its kinda controversial and probably offensive for traditionalists. (and the fact that katya would whoop my ass for even writing them in the first place).
anyways in like 17 hours (i think) will be at a new year's bash at katya's place. its a hat themed party. man oh man. i wish i didnt throw out my bday tiara. =/ -whispers- its all my mom's fault! -end whisper- hahhaa. =D
alrighty. gonna post up another chapter on my beloved story. can you believe it? its my first story that hit 23 chapters. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!
t-minus one day and counting.
i've one day left to sort out my priorities(?). i'm seriously feeling screwed. my parents are on my case on what degree am i gonna start and i don't know how to break it to them that i've changed my mind.
i used to be pretty certain about journalism but as i get closer to actually achieving the degree, i feel like i'm becoming more undone and finding more things about myself. i wanna study history. i want to study drama. and there's probably a page long of what i want to study but i can only pick ONE. or two maybe.
but the main thing is I WANT TO WRITE. is it so bad to follow my passion? why so much talk about following dreams when the dreams have to maintain a certain amount of prestige or money-earning potential? sighs.
and its like my body knows that my writing days are significantly shortened. i've been dreaming, thinking and breathing about WRITING. seriously. my laptop has a folder full of stories. and happily i've posted them online for reviews. btw, i cant post them here because its kinda controversial and probably offensive for traditionalists. (and the fact that katya would whoop my ass for even writing them in the first place).
anyways in like 17 hours (i think) will be at a new year's bash at katya's place. its a hat themed party. man oh man. i wish i didnt throw out my bday tiara. =/ -whispers- its all my mom's fault! -end whisper- hahhaa. =D
alrighty. gonna post up another chapter on my beloved story. can you believe it? its my first story that hit 23 chapters. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!
what we could have been, 11:55 pm.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
MY SIMS2 GAME HAS GONE SCREWY. BOO.
dont know why but i have little to none interest in updating my blog for the time being. especially since my sims2 was temporarily working -i fulfilled nearly a year of fastidiously not playing due to some EA-Maxis problem in three weeks before the game conked out on me again.
bleahs. that sucks.
dont know why but i have little to none interest in updating my blog for the time being. especially since my sims2 was temporarily working -i fulfilled nearly a year of fastidiously not playing due to some EA-Maxis problem in three weeks before the game conked out on me again.
bleahs. that sucks.
what we could have been, 1:27 am.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
i'm addicted to twilight. yes. the book, not the movie (i'm going to watch it -soon i guess). omggg. its something like NIGHTWORLD except darker and more 'visual'. i can practically feel the dampness of the forest and the gloomy yet positive environment of the little town of Forks.
so yesterday bought the book and i read it in one sitting! like within two hours, i'd finished the book and lisa & WJ are rolling their eyes coz i scared myself shitless over it. hahhaa.
coz when i got to the 'a bit creepy' part. i needed the loo really badly so i quickly used it and after i washed my hands, i ran out of the toilet. but coz i needed to close the door (or else the aircon in the room will escape) but the door suddenly jammed and it provoked an image in my mind so i panicked and i jumped from the toilet to my bed. then i started laughing maniac-ly. -.-'' believe me, i had no idea why either. it just seemed so funny and creepy.
anyways. i'm in love with the book. its so romeo-juliet in today's world with the touch of fantasy. le sigh. someone give me a edward cullen lookalike vampire for a bf. hahahah. xD
so yesterday bought the book and i read it in one sitting! like within two hours, i'd finished the book and lisa & WJ are rolling their eyes coz i scared myself shitless over it. hahhaa.
coz when i got to the 'a bit creepy' part. i needed the loo really badly so i quickly used it and after i washed my hands, i ran out of the toilet. but coz i needed to close the door (or else the aircon in the room will escape) but the door suddenly jammed and it provoked an image in my mind so i panicked and i jumped from the toilet to my bed. then i started laughing maniac-ly. -.-'' believe me, i had no idea why either. it just seemed so funny and creepy.
anyways. i'm in love with the book. its so romeo-juliet in today's world with the touch of fantasy. le sigh. someone give me a edward cullen lookalike vampire for a bf. hahahah. xD
what we could have been, 11:35 pm.
Monday, December 15, 2008
yay. i feel super squeaky clean right now. hahah. i love taking long, hot showers. even on hot days funnily enough. there's just something really therapeutic about it. and i really lurrrrrve baths too! although people say that taking too many can cause arthritis and something else that i've obviously forgotten. heh.
anyways yesterday went out with family + WJ to vivo for lunch. there's a really good but expensive restaurant called wood/woods there. i thought the food was okay but the way that the newpaper articles raved about it, you'd think that the food should taste like divine.
then later cabbed down to WJ's grandparents' place for bbq/grandfather's bday. was okay la. typically played pool and disturbed WJ's cousin, aaron. hahah. he's really fun to tease. and so is WJ's bro. they're really very laidback -kinda like WJ really. wish i could say the same about his sisters and female cousins coz i dont get to talk-bond to them and sometimes i get the feeling they dont want to anyways. =x
so today woke up late. then rushed down to leisure park to meet michi for movie. we watched wildchild. zomg. i love it. i love the rustic, england setting. believe me, if i could move to the US or london, i'd pick london in a heartbeat. its modern yet it still holds this colonial-nature charm i find very appealing. although i have to admit my idea of nature is hosting a picnic and not sitting on the grass at that. =x
then had dinner at a jap restaurant in parkway. walked around, shopped. michi bought two pairs of shoes. TWO. and she's still going to HK to shop. -.- no wonder her room and house are exploding with boxes. they need a lot of it to keep her clothes. HAHAHHA.
later we sat down for dessert and coffee at our cafe. i think the servers there recognise us by now. we go there at least once every two, three weeks. had my mocha again. i have gotten addicted to mocha. yumyumyum.
met ------. then ------- and michi argued and discussed their school stuff. then we started gossiping about stupid stuff. oh yeah. the worst part was coz the mall was closing so they shut off the aircon about 45 mins before the mall was actually supposed to close la! michelle was starting to get antsy coz it was hot.
so we left. cabbed to my place first. the stupid cabbie was so grumpy about driving in. then coz i asked someone to bring down michi's christmas present -its long and unwieldy so i didnt bring it along. (btw, thanks for the present michi, i alr opened it. hahhaha. and i'm RELIEVED.) the guy was so annoyed. he was like 'i dont wanna wait too long arhs' then he backs up into the lobby area and gets out for a fag. mich and i were pissed. i mean wtf. you're supposed to be, in loose terms, 'chauffeuring' us to earn your 'wages' yet he gives us attitude and takes his own break just because we asked him to wait two minutes?
i will miss you michi. >.< awwwwww. this sucks. she's going away until nearly the end of december. hopefully we can have our late night walk-run-drink-whatever when you come back. and try not to get us arrested. =D
anyways yesterday went out with family + WJ to vivo for lunch. there's a really good but expensive restaurant called wood/woods there. i thought the food was okay but the way that the newpaper articles raved about it, you'd think that the food should taste like divine.
then later cabbed down to WJ's grandparents' place for bbq/grandfather's bday. was okay la. typically played pool and disturbed WJ's cousin, aaron. hahah. he's really fun to tease. and so is WJ's bro. they're really very laidback -kinda like WJ really. wish i could say the same about his sisters and female cousins coz i dont get to talk-bond to them and sometimes i get the feeling they dont want to anyways. =x
so today woke up late. then rushed down to leisure park to meet michi for movie. we watched wildchild. zomg. i love it. i love the rustic, england setting. believe me, if i could move to the US or london, i'd pick london in a heartbeat. its modern yet it still holds this colonial-nature charm i find very appealing. although i have to admit my idea of nature is hosting a picnic and not sitting on the grass at that. =x
then had dinner at a jap restaurant in parkway. walked around, shopped. michi bought two pairs of shoes. TWO. and she's still going to HK to shop. -.- no wonder her room and house are exploding with boxes. they need a lot of it to keep her clothes. HAHAHHA.
later we sat down for dessert and coffee at our cafe. i think the servers there recognise us by now. we go there at least once every two, three weeks. had my mocha again. i have gotten addicted to mocha. yumyumyum.
met ------. then ------- and michi argued and discussed their school stuff. then we started gossiping about stupid stuff. oh yeah. the worst part was coz the mall was closing so they shut off the aircon about 45 mins before the mall was actually supposed to close la! michelle was starting to get antsy coz it was hot.
so we left. cabbed to my place first. the stupid cabbie was so grumpy about driving in. then coz i asked someone to bring down michi's christmas present -its long and unwieldy so i didnt bring it along. (btw, thanks for the present michi, i alr opened it. hahhaha. and i'm RELIEVED.) the guy was so annoyed. he was like 'i dont wanna wait too long arhs' then he backs up into the lobby area and gets out for a fag. mich and i were pissed. i mean wtf. you're supposed to be, in loose terms, 'chauffeuring' us to earn your 'wages' yet he gives us attitude and takes his own break just because we asked him to wait two minutes?
i will miss you michi. >.< awwwwww. this sucks. she's going away until nearly the end of december. hopefully we can have our late night walk-run-drink-whatever when you come back. and try not to get us arrested. =D
what we could have been, 11:26 pm.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
omggawh. can someone please please please please buy me the rasmus' black roses cd? i cant seem to find it. -.- everytime i ask, either the people dont know the band or they just point me in the vague direction of a mountain of cds.
oh yeah. went to put braces on today. and it freaking hurts! the constant throbbing pain -its driving me nuts! arghx! and i cant consume anything harder than air. -.- water is included coz when i swallow, it hurts too. le sigh.
and and and i bought something for my cupboard. coz its overflowing with clothes (2/3 old, 1/3 new) so i'll probably get pictures if it looks nice. hahah. but i still think my cupboard will look like a tornado hit it.
oh yeah. went to put braces on today. and it freaking hurts! the constant throbbing pain -its driving me nuts! arghx! and i cant consume anything harder than air. -.- water is included coz when i swallow, it hurts too. le sigh.
and and and i bought something for my cupboard. coz its overflowing with clothes (2/3 old, 1/3 new) so i'll probably get pictures if it looks nice. hahah. but i still think my cupboard will look like a tornado hit it.
what we could have been, 10:09 pm.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
and i'm baaaaaaack~!
anyways. am not in the mood for posting pictures or elaborating on my trip to perth just yet. i've got loads of things piled up and waiting. especially the 'throw out your old clothes or you won't get your new clothes' matter.
but i digress.
went to mich's place today. was supposed to play mahjong or watch movies but we didnt have any good or ENGLISH movies and the mahjong tiles were too small -according to WJ.
so we found another way to -ahem- entertain ourselves. i think mich recorded like five videos and i recorded two. yanchee, WJ, you better watch out or you might find it on Youtube. hahhaha.
supper-ed at dunman food court. i know i know. amazing right? normally i wouldnt step in but i guess i did miss some aspects of singapore. heh.
anyways. am not in the mood for posting pictures or elaborating on my trip to perth just yet. i've got loads of things piled up and waiting. especially the 'throw out your old clothes or you won't get your new clothes' matter.
but i digress.
went to mich's place today. was supposed to play mahjong or watch movies but we didnt have any good or ENGLISH movies and the mahjong tiles were too small -according to WJ.
so we found another way to -ahem- entertain ourselves. i think mich recorded like five videos and i recorded two. yanchee, WJ, you better watch out or you might find it on Youtube. hahhaha.
supper-ed at dunman food court. i know i know. amazing right? normally i wouldnt step in but i guess i did miss some aspects of singapore. heh.
what we could have been, 11:11 pm.
Thursday, December 04, 2008
25 months together, WJ.
iloveyou.
=)
forever&everbabe.
xD
iloveyou.
=)
forever&everbabe.
xD
what we could have been, 12:01 am.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
oh goshh. in nineteen hours time i'll be on a flight to perth. and its so unbelievable. i mean my luggage is packed (to the brim btw so i have no idea how am i gonna bring back the shopping i'm totally doing -.-)
and i've got an exam in thirteen hours time too. -.- sheesh. why cant we just abolish exams? that's probably like the most unpopular thing on earth. michi! i've no idea what i've just studied, sounds familiar?
oh yeah. the sucky thing is i'm flying off on the day that me and my pals from my class want to celebrate our 'endofexam' and 'pre-graduation' dinner at. but i dont think i can go coz i need to rush to the airport right after my exam. and the following day is me and WJ's 25 months anniversary. man, i think its like every december, i never get to celebrate it with WJ coz i'm always away and VERY VERY BUSY. hahhaa. i think its a curse.
which reminds me. should i buy christmas presents for WJ's family? i'm not sure coz its like i've kinda known his siblings for about 2+ years and i kinda gave them gifts last year coz i went to japan and i got them 'souvenirs-christmas presents'. hmmm. i think WJ would probably say no. hahha.
and i've got an exam in thirteen hours time too. -.- sheesh. why cant we just abolish exams? that's probably like the most unpopular thing on earth. michi! i've no idea what i've just studied, sounds familiar?
oh yeah. the sucky thing is i'm flying off on the day that me and my pals from my class want to celebrate our 'endofexam' and 'pre-graduation' dinner at. but i dont think i can go coz i need to rush to the airport right after my exam. and the following day is me and WJ's 25 months anniversary. man, i think its like every december, i never get to celebrate it with WJ coz i'm always away and VERY VERY BUSY. hahhaa. i think its a curse.
which reminds me. should i buy christmas presents for WJ's family? i'm not sure coz its like i've kinda known his siblings for about 2+ years and i kinda gave them gifts last year coz i went to japan and i got them 'souvenirs-christmas presents'. hmmm. i think WJ would probably say no. hahha.
what we could have been, 1:46 am.
